Perjalanan tak kan pernah terhenti

Sejatinya manusia memiliki sebuah perjalanan, bagaikan melewati sebuah lorong, diujung lorong itulah akan menemukan sebuah cahaya jika kita senantiasa bersabar dalam melewatinya

Minggu, 17 Januari 2010

Allahku mukallafkah aku dalam keindahanMu ?

by ; Gus Mus


Di tengah-tengah himpitan daging-daging doa
di pelataran rumahmu yang agung
aku mengalirkan diri dan ratapku
hingga terantuk pada dinding mustajab-Mu
menumpahkan luap pinta di dadaku


Ku baca segala yang bisa ku baca
dalam berbagai bahasa runduk hamba dari tahlil ke tasbih,
dari tasbih ke tahmid, dari tahmid ke takbir,
dari takbir ke istighfar, dari istighfar ke syukur,
dari syukur ke khauf, dari khauf ke raja, dari raja ke khauf
raja khauf
khauf raja
raja khauf
khauf raja
sampai tawakkal

Tiba-tiba sebelum benar-benar fana melela dari arah Multazam
seorang wanita cantik sekali
masya Allah tabarakAllah !
Allah, apa amalku jika kurnia
apa dosaku jika coba ?

Allah, putih kulitnya dalam putih kerudungnya
Indah sekali alisnya
Indah sekali matanya
Indah sekali hidungnya
Indah sekali bibirnya
Dalam indah wajahMu

Allahku, ku nikmati keindahan dalam keindahan
Di atas keindahan di bawah keindahan
Di kanan-kiri keindahan
Di tengah-tengah keindahan yang indah sekali

Allahku, inilah kerapuhanku ! tak kutanyakan kenapa
Engkau bertanya bukan ditanya kenapa
Tapi apa jawabku ?—ampunilah aku—tanyalah jua yang ku punya kini :

Allahku mukallafkah aku dalam keindahanMu ?

Collections of poetry

I’m neither beautiful nor ugly
neither this nor that
I’m neither the peddler in the market
nor the nightingale
in the rose garden

Teacher give me a name so that I’ll know
what to call myself

I’m neither slave nor free neither candle
nor iron

I’ve not fallen in love with anyone
nor is anyone in love with me

Whether I’m sinful or good
sin and goodness come from another
not from me

Wherever He drags me I go
with no say in the matter
(Jalaluddin Rumi)


Kill me, my faithful friends,
For in my being killed is my life.

Love is that you remain standing
In front of your Beloved
When you are stripped of all your attributes;
Then His attributes become your qualities.

Between me and You, there is only me.
Take away the me, so only You remain.

(Abu Manshur Al Hallaj)



O God, Another Night is passing away,
Another Day is rising —
Tell me that I have spent the Night well so I can be at peace,
Or that I have wasted it, so I can mourn for what is lost.
I swear that ever since the first day You brought me back to life,
The day You became my Friend,
I have not slept —
And even if You drive me from your door,
I swear again that we will never be separated.
Because You are alive in my heart.

(Rabiah Adawwiyya)



Strive to discover the mystery before life is taken from you.
If while living you fail to find yourself, to know yourself,
How will you be able to understand the secret of your existence when you die?

(Fariduddin Attar)



How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is the One who is manifest by everything?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is the One who is made manifest in everything?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is the One who is manifest to everything?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He was the One who was Manifest before there was anything?

How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is more manifest than anything?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is the One with whom there is nothing else?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when He is the One who is nearer to you than anything?
How can you imagine that something else veils Him
when if it had not been for Him, there would not have been anything?

A marvel!
See how existence becomes manifest in non-existence!
How the in-time holds firm alongside Him whose attribute is eternal!

(Ibn Athaillah)



How utterly amazing is someone who flees from something he cannot escape
to seek something that will not last!

“It is not the eyes that are blind,
but the hearts in the breasts are blind.”

Do not travel from phenomenal being to phenomenal being.
You will be like the donkey going around at the mill.
It travels to what is set out from.

Travel from phenomenal beings
to the Maker of Being.

“And the final end is to your Lord.”

(Ibn Athaillah)



When my Beloved appears,
With what eye do I see Him?

With His eye, not with mine,
For none sees Him except Himself.

(Ibn Arabi)

Sabtu, 16 Januari 2010

We Will not go down (Song for Gaza)

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Believe it gaza ; Inna Ma'al 'Usri Yusro

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